sakit , sakit , dan sakit .

adeiii , kenapa ni .. dah dekat sebulan dah ni sakit aku tak baik2 . ada side complication ke ni ? seram jugak aku kalau ade sakit lain selain demam . aku tak nak lah terlantar kat hospital , nanti menyusahkan mak bapak aku je . dah lah suruh belajar aku malas . takkan aku nak biarkan diorang tanggung aku kat hospital tu nanti sedangkan aku tak perform dengan baik pun dalam pelajaran . kesian kat diorang . masalah aku pun belum settle lagi takkan nak tambah problem baru pulak kan ? haihh , entahlah labu .
=.='

you think for yourself .

Does a friendship that is based on a trustworthy and sincere values really exists nowadays ? I think , for this time of era not so much of them . In my opinion , people nowadays rather cheating and distrust people who are close to them such as family and MAINLY FRIENDS . As a result , recently I have encountered a misunderstanding situation which is my friend misunderstand with my behavior towards her/him . He/she said that I have been dishonest to myself and to him/her regarding of our friendship . He/she also said that I have been in a rather different type of personality . That is why I proclaimed this issue to the mainstream , so that other people who are being honest , loyal are not being back stabbed in which I facing through . It is such an unforgettable moment , by the way he/she issued my personality , but actually the proof are pointing to him/her . Such a silly issue that he/she wants to fight with me about .

cough . flu . fever . etc .

Felt like dying . I've been coughing non-stop for almost 10 minutes right now . I don't know why , when night comes , my cough and all of my sickness came to me like it has been 'set' or something . I don't know . Or maybe because I've totally missed her . Since this morning , she hasn't gave a good response to me . Did I do something wrong to her ? or did I just misspoken something to her ? I don't have a clue . Oh , I was wondering if this Ramadhan is the last Ramadhan for me , does she will mourn of losing me ? or she doesn't care ? I loved her from the day we've met until the day I died . She captured my attention with her beautiful alter-ego personality . Such a twist of traditional and modern type girl . Oh , why me ? Does HIM wants to test me with the given problems ? and I question it again . Its not that I wants to questions the power of HIM . I just wonders .

penat . lesu . mengantuk . rindu .

haihhhh . kenapelah kitaorang kena sekolah hari sabtu . dah la puasa , penat tau ? aku rase membazir je kott aku pergi sekolah tadi . bukannye aku belajar pun . tido adelah . =.=" . bosan kott kat dalam tu . dengar dia bagi penerangan yang aku sendiri tak paham ape maksud dia . +.+' . lepas ni ade tuition pulak . haiiihhh . cepatlah cuti , cepatlah raya . aku nak jumpa dengan budak tu . rindu , dah lama tak jumpa kott . ^_^ .

story of a silent person

Its has been a while that I've not wrote in this blog . So many things that happens in my life . There is happy moments , and not forget the miserable moment . However , these things makes me grow more mature in my life . Dah lah , malas aku nak speaking , letih nak translate balik . =.=" .

kita mula dengan memori2 yang tak best dulu la eh ? since budak tu tau perkara tu , terus dia lancarkan perang dingin antara kita berdua . Lama kot dia layan aku macam orang asing . Ini semua disebabkan salah faham je . Tapi dia buatkan masalah ni jadi makin lama makin besar sampai aku sendiri pun tak tau nak buat macam mana lagi . Syukurlah , masalah tu dapat diselesaikan dengan cara baik . The happy moments adalah masa ikut parents and family pergi Pahang untuk menghantar datuk aku menerima Darjah Indera Mahkota Pahang yang membawa gelaran Dato' . Officially now I'm a Dato' grandchildren . Hahahaha . Aku nak tulis sikit pasal sorang budak ni . Aku kenal dia dah lama , well kitaorang memang buddies pun . Tapi nak dijadikan cerita , aku punya friendship dengan dia mesti tak lebih 2-3 minggu . Lepas tu gaduh , disebabkan alasan2 yang boleh dikatakan tidak masuk akal sebenarnya . Tapi memang aku tak nafikan bagus jugak ada masalah dengan dia , taklah aku crush dengan dia . Aku sendiri rasa hairan , kenapa bila kita 2 orang kawan lebih dari 3 minggu , mesti perasaan sayang yang melampau pada diri dia akan timbul walaupun dah beberapa kali dia cakap tak suka kan aku . Tapi entahlah ek . Dia ni ada daya penarik yang aku sendiri tak tau dan tak dapat tafsirkan . She's a sweet girl who wears scarf . Ouh ya , she's a very polite and well-mannered girl . I like that characteristic of her . Ouh god , please help me to make the correct decision for my own life that I will continue . Aku sayang sangat dia . =.=" .